fear Vs success

hi!success is a another name of hardworking and fears. in my life, i want to become a successful person in my life. my goal is to become richer person in my life. i know, it is really difficult for me.right now, i am studying.i need to get good degree. i can get good job. first,i need money for study, as we know foreign in foregn is a expensive.second,i need to adjust each and any situation such as cold weather,many exams, family pressure etc. i couldn't find foods. sometimes i fear, when i will finish my major subject. and i couldn't get good job. it makes me unhappy.sometimes i am thinking about my family because i am come from middle class family. all expect of my family on me.so i have to do accomplish my goal any way. that's why i am so serious in CESL. actually, my nature is really funny but, i need to be serious to achieve my goal.i always get up early morning, it is really difficult for me. i need to work on day and night. if i couldn't get good score. in this circumstance, i need to improve my work.i know, success is a way of fear, and difficulty. but, i like to face difficulty and fear. i am always ready to doing something challenging and difficult.